Friend
Preliminary Notes
This entry primarily goes over an ex-friend. If you recognize who this is do not share my content with hir as we are no longer friends and it is not any of hir buisness.
This is just so I can voice my thoughts about the things that have upset me ect ect
Shi will be refered to with Shi/Hir pronouns and as M if I feel the need to refer to hir by a name. This is based off of what I still believe to be true about hir identity if it is not correct me.
It's been about a month or so since I've stopped being M's friend for actions unrelated to me. However, as I continue to think I wonder if at any point shi has lied to me about the things shi has said about people. I recognize now that I should've asked hir for proof of the things shi claimed rather than just believing hir. This however should not be taken as me saying none of what shi has said was true as of course it may be. I wonder this primarily because of the actions shi has done towards others.
I have taken screenshots of the things shi has said today because I realize this is information I should probably have and be able to share if proves necessary to do so.
It does suck that shi has done awful things, however its not my place to talk about what shi did because I am not personally involved in that situation whatsoever.
I also recognize now that as an adult shi probably should not have recommended me to theme as Unicorn from Azur Lane. Azur Lane while very interesting to me definetly should not have been a media I publicly showed interest in as it is a highly provocative media. It was definetly not the most appropriate character recommendation shi could've given to me (ᵕ ´ ∇ ˋ ˶) I'm now super glad I got an anon pretty quickly to change my theme as it wasn't an appropriate theme for me to have
Its a lot less draining for me to converse with people now than when I was friends with hir. I feel like when I was friends with hir I was overly attached to her and it lead me to neglect being active with other people. This is honestly just a bad habit? I'm not sure what to call it honestly of mine. However, I won't really go into that on this entry since it's not super important. Also I'm not saying shi is a draining person I'm just saying I got overly attached to hir and should've stepped back sooner
I also kind of hated that there are times where I would send hir several dms but then never get a response. This is something that has happened multiple times and while I understand shi had her reasons it still doesn't mean it didn't suck any less ┐( ˘_˘)┌
My Ending Notes
Overall I'm glad I'm no longer friends with hir as it's probably for the better.